Shake it off, Let it go, Be strong, Move on

Shake it off, Let it go,

Be strong, Move on.

The tiny voice within my heart speaks out, whispering to parts of my body. My head starts to spin and think, impulse sent to my fingers. They feel the ting-a-ling feeling. They start to type. So here it goes. Enjoy!=)

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Bad day

Sunday, March 8, 2009, 10:19:00 PM

Seriously, today I had a bad day. My mood was just all over the place. I don't even know how to control myself. I kept exploding inside. I tried so hard to contain everything inside. Some people just do not know how I feel. So many things are running through my head. Still, there are people who made me worse.

It was also my last performance in DPM(Sunway College). I did my best and I put my heart and soul in that final performance. Hopefully, the audiences enjoyed the whole performance. I think all of us pulled it off pretty well. Great Job!! The next production is coming out soon, I'll be doing production work. I'll be really busy. No break for me. But, I love what I'm doing. Though, I want to perform, but for this production, I want to meet professionals and experienced people in my industry. So, I'm not disappointed. I will do my best to make this production good. I'll make everybody happy and I'll make this production the special one. =)

Anyway, back to my bad day. I got on the train cause I got no car. So, I need to take public transport to my performance space. GREAT! I waited for the freaking train for 20minutes. It's so crazy. Luckily, I left the house early. I had a little argument with my mom because of the car. As usual.

So, I hopped into the train. The train was filled with people. Many many people. I was like tuna fish in the tin. So crammed. So packed. Worse still, the train's air conditional wasn't working. I can't stand heat. I felt like fainting, standing in the crowd, smelling all kinds of different weird, odour. I seriously need a car. A small one would do. I pray every night. I need a car. I need a car. It's essential.

Everything after that just felt off place. I hurt my back hitting on the edge of the wall. And worse still, I've borrowed the church piano. Now, the cable is gone. I need to make so many phone calls now. Hopefully, the cable is in the other bag. I'm really being very hopeful.

Argh!!!! What a day!!! Sometimes, I just don't feel like living anymore. I'm so tired with everything. My heart is faint. My heart cannot take many things at one time. I just want to let go of everything. Everything. Just everything.

I'm just going to chill right now. Watch some movies then sleep off. I don't want to think of anything.

My life is a drama!!!!

Semper Fedelis

JayTee

Shake it off, Let it go, Be strong, Move on.
The tiny voice within my heart speaks out, whispering to parts of my body. My head starts to spin and think, impulse sent to my fingers. They feel the ting-a-ling feeling. They start to type. So here it goes. Enjoy!=) Follow Me On Twitter : http://twitter.com/jayT89 Email me : jtaysp89@gmail.com
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Bad day Sunday, March 8, 2009, 10:19:00 PM Seriously, today I had a bad day. My mood was just all over the place. I don't even know how to control myself. I kept exploding inside. I tried so hard to contain everything inside. Some people just do not know how I feel. So many things are running through my head. Still, there are people who made me worse. It was also my last performance in DPM(Sunway College). I did my best and I put my heart and soul in that final performance. Hopefully, the audiences enjoyed the whole performance. I think all of us pulled it off pretty well. Great Job!! The next production is coming out soon, I'll be doing production work. I'll be really busy. No break for me. But, I love what I'm doing. Though, I want to perform, but for this production, I want to meet professionals and experienced people in my industry. So, I'm not disappointed. I will do my best to make this production good. I'll make everybody happy and I'll make this production the special one. =) Anyway, back to my bad day. I got on the train cause I got no car. So, I need to take public transport to my performance space. GREAT! I waited for the freaking train for 20minutes. It's so crazy. Luckily, I left the house early. I had a little argument with my mom because of the car. As usual. So, I hopped into the train. The train was filled with people. Many many people. I was like tuna fish in the tin. So crammed. So packed. Worse still, the train's air conditional wasn't working. I can't stand heat. I felt like fainting, standing in the crowd, smelling all kinds of different weird, odour. I seriously need a car. A small one would do. I pray every night. I need a car. I need a car. It's essential. Everything after that just felt off place. I hurt my back hitting on the edge of the wall. And worse still, I've borrowed the church piano. Now, the cable is gone. I need to make so many phone calls now. Hopefully, the cable is in the other bag. I'm really being very hopeful. Argh!!!! What a day!!! Sometimes, I just don't feel like living anymore. I'm so tired with everything. My heart is faint. My heart cannot take many things at one time. I just want to let go of everything. Everything. Just everything. I'm just going to chill right now. Watch some movies then sleep off. I don't want to think of anything. My life is a drama!!!! Semper Fedelis JayTee