Shake it off, Let it go,
Be strong, Move on.
The tiny voice within my heart speaks out, whispering to parts of my body. My head starts to spin and think, impulse sent to my fingers. They feel the ting-a-ling feeling. They start to type. So here it goes. Enjoy!=)
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Episode 5-Sam was wrong
Monday, March 16, 2009, 8:37:00 PM
His happiest moments in life? When he was with Giselle? It was partially true. Sam was floating on cloud 9. His dreams came true. Something he never thought it will ever happen in his life. Suddenly, this young lady, Giselle, existed, came and took over his life, his heart, his everything. He have his all into this relationship. Then, what went wrong? Why did people disagree of their relationship? Why did people talk behind Sam's back?
Even during his happiest moments, he has his bad times. He knew all these while he was the wrong one. He put himself into a deep pud of shit. He knew it all along but he continued going deeper and deeper. He did not listen to anyone, but himself that whole time through. He went on loving Giselle and that made his heart fatal. That made his heart crushed into a million pieces. He was the third person in the relationship.
It was a love triangle. All these while, there's this one guy who has been with Giselle for months before Sam had got his chance to get close with her. Giselle and this guy had feelings for each other. They love each other. They were together for months. Unfortunately, he had to go out of town to finish his current project and he promised Giselle that he will come back for her. He love Giselle very much too. No matter how far it was, no matter how long it will be, he continued to wait for those dreadful days to pass, waiting for that day he will meet Giselle again and be with her for his rest of his life. So, their relationship drifted a little further. No doubt, their hearts were there for each other at all time.
Sam knew of their relationship. Sam knew all along. But, he couldn't control himself. He fell for Giselle. Her aura was too strong for him to resist. He couldn't resist his own emotions and feelings anymore. During that semester together, when Sam and Giselle were working together, he just loved it. He just loved being with her. He just wants to be Giselle at all time. Deep in his heart, he wants to know what was Giselle feeling, what was Giselle thinking.
Sam took the wrong step. He was wrong. He went for Giselle when she has already got her heart desire. He was the one who made Giselle confused. He made Giselle broke down a million times and she did not know what to do next. Sam went all out for Giselle, he went crazy for her. He would break his house rules just to go out to meet Giselle. He would lie to his parents and tell them class would end late. He would go to Giselle's place to have fun with her and be with her. He was paying less attention in class. His performance in class was lacking. But, it did not matter Sam.
He knew he was wrong. When the guy came back from his project, he let Giselle go so that she will no longer suffer. He made that decision for Giselle. It was a tough one. A really difficult choice to make. He let Giselle to be with that guy. He deserved to be in this situation right now. He made his choices. It was wrong. Therefore, consequences. Still, who cares. Sam doesn't care. Till now, this very day, he is still loving Giselle from his bottom of his heart. That promise he had to Giselle would not break and will never ever break. No matter how hard it will be, how tiring, he will have to go through it all. That's his power of love towards the girl of his dream. One that will never come true unless a miracle happens.
Semper Fedelis
JayTee