Shake it off, Let it go,
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Episode 3- Shy Sam
Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 6:45:00 PM
![]() Let's get one thing straight. Sam is a shy boy. A really shy one when he is new to the surroundings. He acts like a mouse and reacts like one too. Nobody knows his presence because he is too quiet. In his early semester, he got not much friends. He just goes to class, attends them and scram, you won't see him hanging around with people, his fellow mates. He is a secretive person. He keeps things to himself and he is really good at hiding his true feelings, his true colours. Well, that's just the beginning of semester. As the semester goes by, he slowly opens up, slowly crawling out from his comfort zone. He is different. From a quiet boy, he is now loud. People take notice of him. He has plenty of friends now. Not that shy anymore, he can be little crazy if you know him well. He laughs and does crazy things. Still, he is good at heart. His motto will always be putting himself last and treat other people really well, no matter what happens. Nevertheless, he has his secrets just like anybody. He has crushes all the time just like any horny guys. He has his dreams and fantasies just like any human being on this planet. Sam likes going to college. He likes being around with his friends and lecturers. He hangs out with them during lunch time and doing all sorts of crazy things with them. He is an average student when it comes to studies. He loves what he is doing and enjoys every moment. If people treated him badly, he wouldn't keep it in his heart. He would let it go and forgive them though, sometimes, he is still a human being. He gets a little upset but he knows how to manage his emotions. One thing not so good about him, he keeps too many things to himself and he is unwilling to share. ![]() Sam has always had a huge crush on Giselle. She doesn't know that cause Sam is too good in hiding his feelings. Sam always looks at Giselle from across the room and he would chuckles away. People thinks he is crazy. At moments, Sam would just think about Giselle and what she would possibly do at that hour of the day. Sam would smile all day long when Giselle says hi to him. Whenever Giselle looks at him, he would blush and turn away. Sometimes, Sam wonders whether that's true love or is it just another crush. Due to Sam's shyness, he has no guts to approach Giselle and pours out his feelings towards her. He's too afraid. He thinks too much. He thinks Giselle would reject him. God was with him. He has an big opportunity. Towards his last semester, he was in the same group with Giselle. Sam is speechless. His heart pumps so fast, it could not stop. He doesn't know what to do. All he ever wants was cherish every single breathe that he takes and staying close to her at all times. He never give a thought that Giselle would have some feelings for him too. He doesn't believe that a girl would have feelings for him because he always gives himself a very low score when it comes to the female speicies. ![]() It is real. Giselle had feelings for Sam too. Something Sam would never dream of. He couldn't accept that fact for a moment in time. His heartbeat stops that very moment when he realized that Giselle had something for him. Well, things change. Lots of happenings. During that semester, they became so close. There were something going on between them. Definately more than friends. People noticed. Most of them disagree of their relationship. Sam's close buddies approached him and told him off. But, who cares. Sam doesn't care. All he know is, he loves Giselle. He just wants to be with her. And now, he is with her. So, who cares. He doesn't care about what people thinks about him. He is happy. Maybe, this is his happiest moment in college. In life. Semper Fedelis JayTee |