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Monday, March 16, 2009, 5:02:00 PM

My holidays are gone. It's less than a day. I'm already missing them. However, this is another new chapter in my life. I can't believe it, I'm a senior, in my course. I definately do not feel like one cause I'm always high on something. Hahaha.. How I wish to stay in Peter Pan's world, where you would never want to grow up. Forever staying young and hippy. Well, anyway, I can't stop time from moving forward, it actually moves faster day by day. So, every breathe that we take, we need to cherish it and always remember to live in the moment.

So, basically, my almost final semester, started earlier by 1 week. While all my juniors are still having their nice cup of tea and coffee on the beach or at home surfing the net, the seniors are starting on their final experimental theatre production which is coming up in May. I won't be acting. But, I'll be doing production work. It's going to be exciting and tedious at the same time. I'll be helping out in the sets, lighting, video, composing and looking for music and also being the front of house manager. That's ridiculously lots of work to do, but, I choose not to whine. I choose to be happy about it and enjoy what I'll be doing. I get to meet professionals and work with them personally. 

On the other hand, at the back of my head, I'm a little worried about my personal life with God. I don't want to drift away like last semester where I went MIA for months in church. I felt so left behind that time. My relationship with God and also friends in church had a hole in it. The gap is so huge and I'm working my butts off to build the relationship with all of them again, in a more intimate way. I just want to be there for them when they needed me. A good buddy they can always rely on. Besides that, I'm a leader in the youth ministry, I need to set good examples to the young people and be a testimony for God. I also need to build a strong foundation with God. That's the most important thing cause he is my source of strength I'm drawing from everyday of my life. Without God, I guess I'm just a weakling, an useless creature living aimlessly on this planet. 

I'll just pray day and night for God's continuous guidance in my life and also His strength and wisdom to be with me at all time. =) I know God will be with me at all time and at all places. If you believe there's a source of power, something that has created you, that special power, it's true, there is. All you need to do is believe in it, and that source of power will guide you too and lead you to somewhere miraculous and touches you in a very unique form where you will enjoy it in a tangible, subtle way. 

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