Shake it off, Let it go, Be strong, Move on

Shake it off, Let it go,

Be strong, Move on.

The tiny voice within my heart speaks out, whispering to parts of my body. My head starts to spin and think, impulse sent to my fingers. They feel the ting-a-ling feeling. They start to type. So here it goes. Enjoy!=)

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New Year's around the corner

Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 12:46:00 PM

Hey peeps,

It has been a pretty long time since the last blog. While as you know, it's the end of the season, end of the year, all the buses and trains are all over the place, honking the town again. Season of joy, season of love, season of happiness, season of sorrows, all different types of emotions creep into one's heart.
Mixed feelings.

Me? I was dumbfounded. Looking back, walking down those memory lanes, I see moments of joy, moments of sadness, moments of tension, as though everything was a movie but of course, without an ending. I can't believe that I've been growing old, as in physically. Mentally and emotionally, probably, I'm still a kid, enjoying life like a box of chocolates. :)

Besides accepting the fact that I've graduated and earned a diploma in Performing Arts. It's no big deal actually because in this world now, who sees diploma certs? I know of friends who love to study and getting masters and PhDs. It's like their life are all about knowledge, books and coffee.
hahaha... sorry, bookworms!

As far as I know, I'm really a kid and hopefully i will be a teenager soon and get my own life in this world. People might think I'm very independent and smart. The real and ugly truth is that I'm not. I count on and cling on my mommy a lot. From next year onwards, which is in another few days, I'll keep telling myself to stand on my own two feet and walk like a real man! It's tough but I got to do it because...

Well, this is another phase of my life story.
hahaha.. Some people might already know this news. I've been accepted to Australia, Melbourne. Going to VCA, under University Of Melbourne for 3 years, taking a degree in Productions. :) It's good news of great joy.
But, all these heart-warmth memories I'm leaving behind definitely make me tear every night and wet my pillow. No matter what, Malaysian friends will always be close in my heart and I'll never forget you guys and gals. I'll be leaving to Australia in end of February.

There goes my transformation period. Kid becoming a Teenager. Definitely lots of exciting stories to tell and fill you guys up with the juiciest gossips! :)

Come back to reality. Life is not always a bed of roses You can't always get what you want in life right?

Love.

It's up to you to guess whether I'm in love before or not. I may be typing this out of experience or may it be a fraction of my imagination. Isn't it just like love. When you love someone and yet you cannot get the person that you love. All you can ever do is dream that the person will be with you and love you back. Looking from afar, it's heartbreaking, at the same time, you hope for that person's future to be safe in his/her lover's arms.

Career.

You might love to be a well known cook or a rocker and guess what. You ended up being a doctor.because you do not want to break your parents' heart. Again.. That's not what you want or what you really desire. Funny how life can be at times and how humorous God can really be. Yet, He still bless us and keep us well.

These might be just the common examples of not getting what you want in life. Heck what, think positive and who knows, greater things might come and take you around and transform you into an amazing thing! :)

Coming back to life. It's like a new adventure waiting to be unfold. You may think you're the person holding the pen or there might be someone who is the author, who cares, all I know is when I look up the sky, I see that the world is so big and there are so many things waiting for me to venture into.

I'm sure everybody is busy jotting down and ticking away with their new year's resolution(s).
hahaha.. Me? I don't even have one this year. I thought of losing weight but guess what, I did! Yet, it's not in my new year resolution list. So, basically, it's empty. But, in my heart, I know I did learn something new this year and I thank God for his amazing love as always. I heart you God.

Right now, I'm gonna think what are my new year's resolution and may this one vision leads me to be a better person! Hurrah! :)

See ya all around again.

Semper Fedelis
JayTee

Shake it off, Let it go, Be strong, Move on.
The tiny voice within my heart speaks out, whispering to parts of my body. My head starts to spin and think, impulse sent to my fingers. They feel the ting-a-ling feeling. They start to type. So here it goes. Enjoy!=) Follow Me On Twitter : http://twitter.com/jayT89 Email me : jtaysp89@gmail.com
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New Year's around the corner Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 12:46:00 PM Hey peeps, It has been a pretty long time since the last blog. While as you know, it's the end of the season, end of the year, all the buses and trains are all over the place, honking the town again. Season of joy, season of love, season of happiness, season of sorrows, all different types of emotions creep into one's heart. Mixed feelings. Me? I was dumbfounded. Looking back, walking down those memory lanes, I see moments of joy, moments of sadness, moments of tension, as though everything was a movie but of course, without an ending. I can't believe that I've been growing old, as in physically. Mentally and emotionally, probably, I'm still a kid, enjoying life like a box of chocolates. :) Besides accepting the fact that I've graduated and earned a diploma in Performing Arts. It's no big deal actually because in this world now, who sees diploma certs? I know of friends who love to study and getting masters and PhDs. It's like their life are all about knowledge, books and coffee. hahaha... sorry, bookworms! As far as I know, I'm really a kid and hopefully i will be a teenager soon and get my own life in this world. People might think I'm very independent and smart. The real and ugly truth is that I'm not. I count on and cling on my mommy a lot. From next year onwards, which is in another few days, I'll keep telling myself to stand on my own two feet and walk like a real man! It's tough but I got to do it because... Well, this is another phase of my life story. hahaha.. Some people might already know this news. I've been accepted to Australia, Melbourne. Going to VCA, under University Of Melbourne for 3 years, taking a degree in Productions. :) It's good news of great joy. But, all these heart-warmth memories I'm leaving behind definitely make me tear every night and wet my pillow. No matter what, Malaysian friends will always be close in my heart and I'll never forget you guys and gals. I'll be leaving to Australia in end of February. There goes my transformation period. Kid becoming a Teenager. Definitely lots of exciting stories to tell and fill you guys up with the juiciest gossips! :) Come back to reality. Life is not always a bed of roses You can't always get what you want in life right? Love. It's up to you to guess whether I'm in love before or not. I may be typing this out of experience or may it be a fraction of my imagination. Isn't it just like love. When you love someone and yet you cannot get the person that you love. All you can ever do is dream that the person will be with you and love you back. Looking from afar, it's heartbreaking, at the same time, you hope for that person's future to be safe in his/her lover's arms. Career. You might love to be a well known cook or a rocker and guess what. You ended up being a doctor.because you do not want to break your parents' heart. Again.. That's not what you want or what you really desire. Funny how life can be at times and how humorous God can really be. Yet, He still bless us and keep us well. These might be just the common examples of not getting what you want in life. Heck what, think positive and who knows, greater things might come and take you around and transform you into an amazing thing! :) Coming back to life. It's like a new adventure waiting to be unfold. You may think you're the person holding the pen or there might be someone who is the author, who cares, all I know is when I look up the sky, I see that the world is so big and there are so many things waiting for me to venture into. I'm sure everybody is busy jotting down and ticking away with their new year's resolution(s). hahaha.. Me? I don't even have one this year. I thought of losing weight but guess what, I did! Yet, it's not in my new year resolution list. So, basically, it's empty. But, in my heart, I know I did learn something new this year and I thank God for his amazing love as always. I heart you God. Right now, I'm gonna think what are my new year's resolution and may this one vision leads me to be a better person! Hurrah! :) See ya all around again. Semper Fedelis JayTee